Wow, I just said goodbye to my boyfriend for four months… (In case you haven’t been following before I am studying abroad in Ireland for a semester).
We spend most of the day together, had lunch, ate outside, it was a beautiful day. But when he drove away from me, I completely broke down. Well, my kind of breaking down at least. Which is: tears start falling, my eyesight gets foggy, and I don’t know what to do. Wow… I am still teary eyed. Sorry guys, I just had to share this with someone! I hate talking about sad things with friends, I am almost embarrassed… Weird? Yes, I am a weirdo.
BUT on the good note, I am almost completely packed… This time tomorrow I will be on a plane Ireland bound!! ahhh! :}
Are you embarassed b/c you do not want to seem weak/vulnerable? That’s what happens to me. I’d rather hold things inside and not let anyone see. But, you don’t need to be embarassed - everyone goes through sad times. Like the REM song goes, “Everybody hurts….sometimes.” *Hugs*
So I just realized you said this to me! Yes I totally feel that way all the time… Sometimes I feel its better to hide it. I am a better listener than actually sharing/opening up. Thank you so much for the support. :)
