Haha, so I have to confess to you all.

I am a Twilight fan.

I know many of you have an opinion on Twilight and I am sorry if I disappoint anyone with liking it.

EVERY time I watch the F***ing movie I get inspired to act. And yes, that happens while watching about 90% of all the movies, so I suppose Twilight has nothing to do with this…

I have acted before, in plays and musicals but I want to be in a movie!

I am a complete dream addict. It’s funny though, I always dream these things but I never really believed would happen. My parents have always encouraged me to be normal, a good student, and an athlete. I was OK with that at the time. I mean it wasn’t what I wanted deep down, but I figured hey this is life, this is what your supposed to do.

Then there is my boyfriend, who I just recently “opened up” too. I shared with him all of my goals and dreams, ok not all (I have way too many). But he is the first person who asked me, Why aren’t you pursuing them? It is funny because I never even thought I could. So, I figure start with plus size modeling, and work my way up from there.

You see my dear, sweet, followers, I wanted to be “Crystal Renn” before I knew she even existed! I wanted to be that new sex icon that Christina Hendricks has become. I want in on this bringing plus/curvy girls back into the Hollywood scene! (I am obsessed with Marilyn Monroe) And you better believe I will bring curvy girls back! I am going to work my ass off to get there, because it is my dream. By accomplishing this task I can do so much more.

LIST

High fashion clothing line ONLY for curvy girls for lower costs, (No hate to skinny chicks, but you have enough options already)

Actually go to Africa and 3rd world countries and do everything I can (with my $$) and physical self to help.

Help as many people as I can with self image.

Act in a deep movie (a dream of mine)

Start a curvy girl MOVEMENT in the fashion world… yea I know right? Dream big (literally) *giggles to self*

SO, yea I feel better now that I have shared that all with you. I needed to get it off of my chest. I almost feel as though Ireland is my prison because I am stuck here while realizing that all of this things I want to accomplish,and I want them NOW. lol

What do you think of this crazy rant I just had??

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