Hello new, and old followers, this is me.
Modeling is an amazing thing. It is a performance, however the pressure is all on you. It is up to you to perform, and perform well, so you are not wasting your audiences time (the photographer, or client). This may seem like a lot, but what I have noticed is once you look at yourself in the mirror before the shoot you know what you need to do. For me, I try to get comfortable with the photographer. It helps that I am as outgoing as possible when meeting them, so I can open up to them. When I say open up, I mean I show pieces of myself through modeling.
Such as this photo above. This is one of the sexier shots I have done, I had the outfit, the cigarette holder, the flower, the hair. So, I played the part. I still have trouble being sexy… Don’t ask why, I haven’t a clue. But as I said earlier its all about the show, and how you portray yourself.
Crystal Renn really inspires me because she has no boundaries. She has done it all. She is truly an amazing woman, and I hope one day to meet her, or better yet be her friend.
I am heading off to Ford modeling agency after New Years when I am back in the states. I guess this post is basically about how nervous I am, and how much this will decide my future. Going to school or modeling. Always the question, I guess Ford will have the answers for me. Am I ready? I am not too sure, but I will be damn well prepared.
Thanks for listening, I needed to share some of this.