I have the hardest time saying no to people. I don’t know why, I feel like I hurt their feelings and I cannot stand that. I have no idea why I care so much.
Anyways- the story is, this older guy who is in the photo society with me asked me to model for him… His port isn’t all that great, but when I know someone I will shoot with them because I am nice. Surprisingly the photos (typically) turn out very well, so I am happy, they are happy, and I don’t have to avoid them while walking around school. lol
BUT he wants to take me on a full day trip. Tomorrow. I said yes, even though I am skipping class. No way right? haha OK, so I don’t know him too well which is why I am so uncomfortable. Good news is I am bringing two of my friends. Bad news is they will be dropped off into a small town on the way to explore (Killarney). So, if I am not back tomorrow night then I might be dead. haha JK, but really.
ALSO- he is really into implied nudity… Not so much my thing, especially not with an amature photographer. A lot of people make fun of me for that reason, but you know what? He is just a guy with a camera, still a guy, still learning. But, if it were for Vogue, fuck yess I would bare it all. :)
Wish me luck.
Love you all!
<3 Mandy
P.S. A lot of the photos will be on the beach (the cold cold cold beach)! I have been dying to get some beach shots, I brought my ModCloth vintage bathingsuit and so this will be fun. Hopefully I look hot! :)
