Exciting posts are coming soon!
But this week is my final week of summer classes, so after 2 finals, and a presentation my blog will be fun again. :} Promise!
Oh, then on Thursday I am going on vacation!! :) But I will schedule some good posts for you! <333 you guys, and miss fun posts! :( TONIGHT IS ONE FINAL AND PRESENTATION! Ahhh, so ill-prepared!!
Two to go!! Ahhhh! The one today was so horrible, hardest test I have ever taken. But it was the one I was the most worried about. Studying is consuming my life!!!
Talked to the boy for a few hours on skype today! That was really fun. He is so cute when he is tired, and he misses me. :} I miss him too alot, he makes me so happy.
As you can see I took a self portrait today (fancy words), when I just took out my D50 and took pictures of myself. haha But I liked the cropping and lighting of it. I think I am going to have to take more “self portraits” because I miss doing photo shoots!! Thank God a lot of the photographers I miss, actually miss me too! SO expect a lot of new work once I get settled back into the states!! :D
I want to learn more about photography!!! Like now! :) I am so impatient. But if you have a flickr check mine out!! We should be contacts, I really like looking at other peoples work. It is how they see the world, I find that fascinating! So here is mine. Trade comments for comments! :}
Well, that basically sums up my day. EXCEPT it turns out I gained weight over this trip… But honestly, (keep this one the DL) when I checked myself out naked, I don’t look too bad!! It must have all gone to my ass again! haha ;)
How are you lovely people?
GPOYW: The no make-up, sick of studying version.
Is it crazy that I studied almost all day but I still do not feel prepared? I think I am just freaking myself out. But I went to the gym today, that felt good. It is funny, I dread going to the gym, but I feel so good after.
I have my HR final tomorrow, my Spanish final Saturday, then my Irish folklore next Thursday! Busy, busy, busy!! But I will continue posting everyday! I need a break after all! :}
<3 Mandy
It has been a long day in my life today.
Woke up late, missed my blood test.
Had to reschedule blood test with a nurse who must have not eaten her Wheaties this morning… It took me about 10 times of repeating myself for her to understand that I need the test every week so I can’t wait until next week. Blah blah
Went to the dark room, had a good time with some of my Irish friends. I cannot believe that I am leaving in 14 days! It is so bittersweet, I am going to miss them.
Came back to my room tried to look at Human Resource Management notes… Why am I studying business again? haha but really, NO inspiration.
Ate un-healthy food all day. Feeling kinda gross about myself, so I decided to hit up the gym tomorrow!
Over-drew my account yet again… WTF I swear, I have been here for 3 1/2 months and I still cannot get the exchange rate and fees figured out. It would help if the exchange rate wouldn’t change constantly.
My boyfriend is as sick as a dog and I can’t take care of him, oh and I miss him so damn much.
My dad told me I would break my mom’s heart if I dropped out of college. Because she has been working to help me pay for school. That hurts, just another dagger to the heart. I have talked to her about it too, she seems more supportive than him (about modeling). But they are so practical, If my heart wasn’t set so much on modeling I would see their side.
But I guess NYC in January will show us all. I hope you guys follow me, it would be nice knowing that you are there for me. Believe it or not I depend a great deal on you all. You are my friends.
I am so tired… I need sleep. I am sorry for the depressing post today. I think once I am back in the states again I will be more up-beat! Or maybe tomorrow will be a magical day! Oh wait, my first final is Thursday. So, much for tomorrow being a good day…
P.S. To all the ppl who wrote about things that they like about themselves from yesterday! Thank you so much for sharing, apparently a lot of you have beautiful eyes! I am a sucker for eyes, so that is awesome. One of you asked what my favorite thing about myself is… I really like my collar bones, not sure why, I just find them attractive. :)
