Hey guys!
I am sorry I suck so bad at blogging this week… I HAVE 1 1/2 weeks left of class as a college undergrad! I still cannot quite grasp that. But these next few weeks my blog might be a big crappy. Just a warning for the new followers (big shout out to you pple btw!) my blog isn’t usually this bad- check out my archives! :D
I love you all and miss you. Looking forward to graduating and blogging more about cool stuff. <3
Mandy
Life has been nothing short of crazy lately.
Kevin is on a spring break trip with some of his friends! Which I am not going to deny it, I seriously regret not making plans for my break. And I miss him wayyyy too much! :(
I just finished up midterms! The LAST ones I will ever take! Which is crazy to think about. There are so many changes coming in my life, I am trying to prepare.
College graduation, it is becoming more real the closer it gets. Are my friends going to keep in touch? Because I know my friends from Michigan didn’t when I moved in high school. Ugh, sorry I am feeling kinda down today.
I always saw myself doing something crazy when I graduated, when I finally got rid of a school where I never felt like I belonged. I thought I would move to NYC and tried my hand in modeling/acting full time. Or I would backpack through Europe for months on end. the closer graduation gets, the closer reality hits me. I have a shit ton of loans to pay off.
College has always been my excuse for not going all out on my dreams. By being in college I was pleasing my parents, impressing my family, and prepping myself for the real world. Right?
Ugh I don’t know anymore. I just want to do something for me, I am trying to figure out what that
is.
Any words of wisdom?
My brain is exhausted, with the worst headache everrrr.
Photoshoot tomorrow.
This coming week is finals week.
Drinking lots of coffee and stressing over everything has been my life these past few weeks. I have been a horrible girlfriend, and a horrible blogger. BLAH.
One more week of this and I will be back! Are you excited?? I know I am!
I miss you guys, are you ready for me to be back?
I have Marilyn Monroe on my chest! :-} Just thought you all should know. And because I am procrastinating this horrible strategic marketing management homework… Shhhhh!
7:00AM- Wake up because my sister is being obnoxiously loud getting ready for school.
7:30AM- Fall back to sleep
8:00AM- Wake up for breakfast: my dad made me the best egg concoction today. Hashbrown’s, leftover steak, onions, eggs, and some horseradish sauce! SOOOO GOOD.
8:20AM- Leave for class (its raining!)
9:00AM- Class starts, I cannot keep my eyes open
11:03AM- I thought class was over, but he still had more to say.
12:00PM- Class was over, I got some Arby’s and headed to work.
1:00PM- Get to work
6:00PM- Get out of work
6:39PM- Get back to my Apt (realize I cannot parallel park for the life of me)
7:00PM- Start cleaning my room, and forget about eating dinner.
9:21PM- On to do some Freelance for a few hours…
Did I mention I have a test on Wednesday, along with my sisters confirmation I have to go home for. Oh, and I have to put in 30 hours of freelance this week. Have to make a few prints for some friends. Then a photo shoot Friday, and Saturday.
STRESSSSS but oddly I love being super stressed, it helps me get stuff done. Wow, its only Monday. How is your week so far???
Representing my favorite band. INCUBUS.
Today was a decently good day. My dad is working his way into the Catholic church and that is really exciting for him. :) I got to go to Outback steakhouse with them, good stuff. I worked there for about 3 years, about 3 years ago haha. Interesting place to work.
ANYWAYS, Kevin came over to work on a project that we put off until basically he had to go home.
Oh well. I NEED to start trying in school, my parents are starting to notice. haha.
Pictures of items I got yesterday shopping will be up tomorrow.
I <3 you all.
What band is your favorite? If you have no favorite, who are you particularly into right now??
Its been a crazy day… Lets just put it at that, I have done a lot of thinking about steps I need to take in my life to get somewhere.
Now I am in a pouty, cuddly mood!! My moods change like a mood ring. I am so MOODY! haha, sorry.
But today/this week has been boring but busy at the same time. I am sick of letting people walk all over me. Sick of losing control of everything. It is time to get back in to control of my life.
ANYWAYS, It’s Friday night, I hope all of you are not going to see this til tomorrow morning! Because you all are busy bee’s having lives and such! <3
I saw Avatar yesterday for the second time… Have you seen it?
Yes, I could use one!
So, tonight is a little crazy. I am trying to un-pack completely, get ready for my first day back at school and work tomorrow, and get a blood test on the other side of town tomorrow morning…. AHHHHH
Oh- I forgot to tell you all. About 8 months ago I almost died from blood clots in my lungs. Because of birth control! I have been on Coumadin since then, and tomorrow is *hopefully* my final blood test!!! I have had a blood test every week since I started Coumadin, I am so excited for my arms to look less like a heroin addict! It would be AWESOME if it was all done after tomorrow. It would mean I could go back to being a normal twenty-something! I could eat massive amounts of broccoli, and drink tons (literally) of green tea!! :DDDDD
I apologize for not telling you earlier, I was just sick of people bringing it up in my real life. But since it *hopefully* will be done after tomorrow, I figured I would update you! I really want to get off this medication!
I am excited to see everyone back at school, after being away for a semester, (OUT OF THE COUNTRY) I missed a lot of ppl.
Also, going back to ModCloth tomorrow!! :) I will be Product Launch Assitant! OOoooAHHHHhhhh ;) I am excited to see everyone back there. It is a great company!
OK, I am going to finish un-packing now!
<3 you all!
