Posts tagged "stress"

School sucks, like seriously horribly this semester.

I am sorry I have to cut back on my tumblr posting because of the worry of not passing… 18 (6 classes)credits of senior level business college courses was a bad idea on my part, should have split them up! BUT I will be so relieved when they are all over- as long as I pass!

I love you guyssss! Ill make it up to you!
<3

School sucks, like seriously horribly this semester.

I am sorry I have to cut back on my tumblr posting because of the worry of not passing… 18 (6 classes)credits of senior level business college courses was a bad idea on my part, should have split them up! BUT I will be so relieved when they are all over- as long as I pass!

I love you guyssss! Ill make it up to you!

<3

I have so much to tell you all! I am going to try to keep it short and sweet though, because I have a huge assignment due tonight for class. :(

1. I did not end up signing with Wilhelmina of PA. I talked to a few professionals and they said that it is NOT normal for you to pay up front. And I also talked to a plus size model who works for them, and she said that she has been with them for a year and hasn’t gotten any work.Besides, I always had an un-easy feeling about them, so no thank you, I will continue to freelance. (And kick ass)

2. I went to NYC this past weekend. I had the best weekend anyone could ask for.

Friday: Drove, walked around the city with all of our luggage! My back still hurts from that. And we went to the Young, Fat and Fabulous Conference Meet up! My good friend Kevin (not the boyfriend) decided to let me go explore and have a good time while he went to visit the Brooklyn bridge! I will be posting pictures from meeting all these awesome ppl tomorrow. :) I felt a little out of place at first because a total of maybe 5 people knew who I was! I didn’t meet any followers of mine. :( But it was good after I really pushed myself to talk to as many people as I could! Made some new friends! :D Then Kevin and I went to party with some crazy irish friends on the roof of their appt. Needless to say we were up til about 4AM.

Saturday: Wake up, go meet my cousin in the Bronx to drop off our stuff at her place before we run around NYC. Kev and I are so tired that we just take our time getting to the National History museum to meet up with some Irish folk again. We get some pizza and relax for a bit. It was a hot day. Thank God the subways have air conditioning! After the museum we walk around looking for somewhere to eat, find it and I invited a friend of mine (that I met at the YFFCON) to chill with us. Her name is Aryn and shes a cutie. Finally we all decide to go out that night, shop a little bit for dance appropriate outfits and go out until 5AM.

Sunday: Didn’t want to wake up. But did, got ready for my shoot at 4. We were a little bit late (subway construction), but the shoot was a good time. Made some good contacts. :) I love meeting new people so much! I also love getting feedback! Kevin and I headed to the train station, and made our train with perfect timing. Everything else went well. Got home around 2AM.

Monday: Had a shoot for ModCloth at 8AM. I had to drink LOTS of coffee. lol. Then I worked for a few hours, and got ready to go to this surprise concert that I planned for Kevin (my boyfriend this time)! I brought him to CAKE! IT rainedddddddd. A lot. But heard good music, and slept all night.

Now I am trying so desperately to finish this stupid paper due for my marketing class tonight. I feel so behind in life! ahhhhhhhhh STRESSSS

Anyways. Tomorrow, I will be posting some fun pictures from this weekend! Are you as excited as I am?! haha

Tumblr did it again… It deleted all of my outfit photos except one, and erased my whole paragraph!! :(

Well anyways, here are the rest of the pics. All I remember saying was that I felt really pretty in this dress, and wore the (shorts) leggings underneath because the dress was too short. It may look a bit crazy, but I was comfy. :}

I worked from 9-5 and sat in traffic for an hour on my way to class from 6-10…. Wow, my life. Getting ready to do it all again tomorrow!! wahooooo ;)

Dress: ModCloth

Leggings: Walmart

Shoes: Old Navy

Necklace: Swarovski

Earrings: Target

Headband: Vintage

7:00AM- Wake up because my sister is being obnoxiously loud getting ready for school.

7:30AM- Fall back to sleep

8:00AM- Wake up for breakfast: my dad made me the best egg concoction today. Hashbrown’s, leftover steak, onions, eggs, and some horseradish sauce! SOOOO GOOD.

8:20AM- Leave for class (its raining!)

9:00AM- Class starts, I cannot keep my eyes open

11:03AM- I thought class was over, but he still had more to say.

12:00PM- Class was over, I got some Arby’s and headed to work.

1:00PM- Get to work

6:00PM- Get out of work

6:39PM- Get back to my Apt (realize I cannot parallel park for the life of me)

7:00PM- Start cleaning my room, and forget about eating dinner.

9:21PM- On to do some Freelance for a few hours…

Did I mention I have a test on Wednesday, along with my sisters confirmation I have to go home for. Oh, and I have to put in 30 hours of freelance this week. Have to make a few prints for some friends. Then a photo shoot Friday, and Saturday.

STRESSSSS but oddly I love being super stressed, it helps me get stuff done.  Wow, its only Monday. How is your week so far???

Crazy boob-age I know&#8230; haha
This is me sitting on my bed, realizing how tired I am and how much I still have to do&#8230; :(
News: I have a shoot this Friday, in search of a white dress, not a wedding dress. Just a classic white dress, I have no idea. haha He has a vision ;)
*In the process of scheduling more shoots!
Other things on my platter: trying to graduate early, missing Europe, falling more in love with my man, the struggle of keeping my room clean, attempting to work more hours, the torturous studying, and trying to fit exercise in!
I gave up junk food for lent&#8230; Let&#8217;s see if it works this time.
If not for religion, maybe you should try to give something up for yourself! I need to stop eating junk food, because it makes me feel like crap! Any people giving stuff up? What are you giving up?

Crazy boob-age I know… haha

This is me sitting on my bed, realizing how tired I am and how much I still have to do… :(

News: I have a shoot this Friday, in search of a white dress, not a wedding dress. Just a classic white dress, I have no idea. haha He has a vision ;)

*In the process of scheduling more shoots!

Other things on my platter: trying to graduate early, missing Europe, falling more in love with my man, the struggle of keeping my room clean, attempting to work more hours, the torturous studying, and trying to fit exercise in!

I gave up junk food for lent… Let’s see if it works this time.

If not for religion, maybe you should try to give something up for yourself! I need to stop eating junk food, because it makes me feel like crap! Any people giving stuff up? What are you giving up?